Their's not to reason why
Their's just to mindlessly follow the absolute moral laws
Into the valley of death
Thanks to a lazy copout

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Such I've done. A bit like a martyr. In theory a utilitarian but a practicing Kantian(?) Like the atheist with 10,000 discussion board posts talking about how he's living life to the fullest because he knows this is the only life.

Don't think, just feel heroicly masochistic, knowing full well I'm hurting myself and too busy thinking about that to consider I'm not really helping anyone else either anyway.