Thursday, April 30, 2009


















Every song file will result in a song!

Maybe that's not quite the way to go about it? Eh.

66 did grow on me. But actually anything can grow on me. Random crap can grow on me. Random chaos can occasionally sound really good once I've a memory of it. That's a problem maybe.

Always looking for problems I am. It wears on me.
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If you feel shame when you do something wrong, you're liable to not want to face the possibility that you might be wrong. To be humiliated, to be made to feel ashamed is the stuff of force instead of reason. The person who associates being wrong with pain, being wrong with being ashamed or humiliated, being ostracized from society; such a person is going to be relatively closeminded.

The ideal is to view life as a continual learning process and to not feel shame or humiliation when you've been wrong but to simply recognize your mistakes, make what ammends you can and to continue to be openminded.

Shame, threats, expressions of anger, violence, humiliation, ostracization, cuss words, etc... these are all turning to force over reason and result in closed minds.

...shame is tied closely to conforming to whatever social norms a society happens to have. In the present this largely means obediance to power. And thus being a nonconformist means being ostracized by society and thus feeling shame.