Ape Life

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I mentioned earlier a nursing teacher whom my fellow students were smearing. They were smearing him as if oblivious that they were destroying his life. They went to the dean about him, etc when he hadn't actually done anything wrong. I defended him but such women were successful. And it was some kind of strange women thing where excepting the effeminate men, no men had any problem with him whatsoever.

So they were successful. He's taking his wife and 11 year old son and moving some unknown place out west. Going to be a travel nurse as his reputation here has been ruined. Travel nursing is hardly the best thing when you have a family but he has little choice.

The one nurse who is currently smearing me for among other things supposedly hating my job had been insinuating he was sexually harrassing people (utterly untrue I've no doubt). She did so with a smile on her face as if it was funny.

The medical teaching doctor who was cheating on his wife came home to her. He's been spending his days laying in bed curled up in a ball crying. They're off to Martinique for a job interview in search of that magical thing which will give his life meaning.

This song is badly mixed. Not very dynamic.

And I recall from this interview, Nivek Ogre talking about making a dark protagonist as opposed to "walking up someone's asshole and smelling it." Yes, that would be preferable but it's not so easy to do.

This song is an attempt to better deal with the reality of this world instead of being periodically surprised by what I already know to be reality.