Trying to be less critical. Not worry about being repetitive. Not worrying about the fact that ummm, someone could probably make a computer program that could churn out music about as good.

I think there's maybe something slightly sick about the attitude that it seems most composers have of wanting to become a famous mass produced artist and thus they spend years in trying to write just a few super fantastic super original songs.

Ends up mostly not being so enjoyable. Mostly just failure, failure, failure and getting sick of hearing the same few tracks. Not to mention from what I hear actually making a living as a musician sounds awful.

Again just the free VST synth1 and a distorted drum loop from cratekings.com